No, I’m not good at Holy

If I’m honest, I’m a horrible Christian. See I’m good at acting like one. I know how to make my prayers sound great, and I know how to act in a church. I know what to say. I know when to say it and to whom, but when it comes to actual Christianity, I mean the actually believing and trusting in God part, I’m not great at that. I’ve created, or maybe accepted, certain expectations about what I’m supposed to be like.